Better

Today was tournament day which means we are done with soccer, woo hoo!

My father is doing well. I went to see him earlier and I was surprised at how much better he looked and acted. He had his first dialysis treatment this morning which went fine. I look for him to start to feel much better as he has more dialysis.

I'm feeling pretty good emotionally. I had a melt down Thursday night, JR pissed me off and I just lost it. And it was nice. I mean, I think I really needed to unload and honestly, he needed to hear it.

So even though I was exhausted after yesterday, I was fine.

I'm still struggling with wanting to be antisocial and with having absolutely no patience for other people and their dumbness. But it's something I can work through. I am due to start any day now so that has a little to do with that.

I have lots of different things I could bitch about but I'm trying to think and be more positive so I'm not gonna.

I'm off to hopefully go out to dinner. Cuz I ain't cookin'.