Thursday, September 27, 2007

Awhile

It's been awhile old friend.

You bring a sense of relaxation.

Warmth.

Ease.

Of course, I know that I'm using you, using you to ease my tension.

See, with your help I can make myself believe that everything is ok.

I can believe that I'm not going to have to watch someone suffer again.

I can believe that I can keep everyone happy.

I can believe that I am fulfilled.

1 comments:

Chris H said...

Babe, I hope that "old friend" is not a bottle.... you have come so far... . be strong. And I hope I am totally wrong.